Should I stay or should I go?
To leave would be to lose the love but to stay would be to allow the pain to stay.
I wish this would all just go away, I wish that this topic never left his lips, I wish that some how this would all just magically fix itself without hurting me.
To fall asleep forever right now would be encouraging, to leave things the way they are right this instint would be the most amazing act in the world.
To fall asleep and never wake, so that I could feel as happy as this near future makes me feel.
To fall asleep and never wake, to keep that not-so-near future far from my mind, my soul, my heart.
I just wish it would all just float away, no more pain, no more suffering, letting the world leave me with this feeling of bliss, untouched for all time.